July #5 Post — Take Me In Your Arms……memories 💜
Why Did I Start Using Drugs? — Juggling the Jenkins
The smell of freshly baked cookies greeted me as I entered our tiny, two bedroom apartment. My mother often slept during the day, so the delicious aroma was a bit perplexing. My mother was a bartender and worked nights, usually staying out until the wee hours of the morning. She slept during the day and most times […]
A look back on my thoughts a few years ago — A Drug Addicts Diary
Anyone who’s read my blogs knows that I haven’t been well for a while now. It’s been a long tough two years. To be honest with you, it hasn’t got much easier, even with all the progress I’ve made in the last couple of months. Before I start, I wanted to say that I’m writing […]
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Beauty — A Drug Addicts Diary
Beauty for most people will be different, because it’s completely subjective. For myself, Beauty is what holds the world together. There are many different types of Beauty, and they all effect us differently. For me, as a recovering drug addict, the beauty in my life is seeing how quickly you can turn everything around. If […]
The Struggle — A Drug Addicts Diary
This is without a doubt, the hardest part of being an addict. The struggle. The feeling, of anxiety, the uncomfortable… thing that consumes your body and mind. It sucks. It really does. There is nothing else like it, just like there is nothing else like the feeling of relief once you give in to it. […]
So here it is, the worst thing I’ve ever done. — A Drug Addicts Diary
Back around 2014, I was in a very dark place. I was completely lost. Completely absorbed by everything negative. Depression, Anxiety, Pain, and Drug Addiction. My life was a living hell. My absolutely amazing Godfather Mike, came over to Australia, which is a 21~ hour flight. He then took me back to the UK a […]
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The Tough Days — A Drug Addicts Diary
Those days where it’s all too much. Everything is just too hard. It’s so much easier to just let go. Give in. Go get some funpills and fake your way to happiness. These days suck. They suck so much. Everything, mind, body, and soul is pushing you towards drugs. And then there’s the real you, […]
The Decision — A Drug Addicts Diary
Today was a brutal day for me. I woke up, and the demon had taken hold of me. I’ve had a rough couple of weeks and i’ve been fighting it for sometime. Unfortunately today, it was the victor. So there I was, at the traffic lights. It’s a T-junction. Going right, takes me to the […]
This is my Today 💜🙏💜
Prologue : I wrote this around may 2015, which was one of my lowest points. When I read it back to myself, part of me understands why did it, and the other half cannot actually contemplate how I got to that position. I sit here, wondering whether It’s actually a good deal to confess […]
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